Not looking forward to anything.

It was a good day to be in office yesterday.

Finally felt appreciated for my effort.. well at least.. Boss finally so called acknowledged that I did a 'good' job with the changes to the storyboard. Heh, it's really alot of effort put into it yesterday.. but I'm picking things up. Just can't wait to do my very own 'boards. In time..

You know what?.. My boss really has a Two-Faced personality.. at one point he was all good.. and another.. he is like this extremely bad person. Well, he's human.. we all are. You know, I overheard from a colleague, Boss wants to take a break.. or rather.. Boss wants the company to take a 2 week break in October and we have a company outing... OUTSIDE OF SINGAPORE. But alas.. I couldn't care less about it.. Army beckons me on the 6th of October 2008, and I still am not making time with the love of my life..

Well,.. lovelife bit of my life.. nothing much has progressed. Managed to get a reply from her in an sms after about 2 days of silence. I guess that's a small, really small progress, from what that's been happening from day 1 of the disagreement. At least something progressed, right?.. Right? I feel pathetic.. I've nearly given up hope on her.. but something in me just told me not to go yet. It's just that things heal real slowly.

I... just don't know what to do. Looks like, its gonna be an empty Hari Raya Puasa for me.

I don't know what to do..