"Under-Appreciation" is the new buzz word at work.

"Even a superhero is under-appreciated always..", says a colleague of mine.

That's how I feel recently. Contribution seems to be the talk of the past few days when I had a talk with him. Clearly, he does not appreciate my help or effort. He thinks I'm not suited to be a storyboard artist.. and my works are SHITTY!

OF COURSE IT IS SHITTY!!.. 'Cause, today I realised why they say all that! I saw a video of the animation's animatics. I was scolded for doing a bad job.. but I explained.. most of the ugly drawings.. wasn't mine at all! It was improvised by the editor, who can't really draw well. (And for that I got put down.)

I guess I don't need encouragement.. I just need reassurance and guidance. I have to thank my ma'am, my in-charge, who supported me and believes I can do better and great jobs. I know I can.. I just need that oppurtunity. I've been getting clean-up jobs that DO NOT SHOWCASE MY TALENT!!

So from now on.. I'm gonna go and push myself and do better. Time to level up.

Hehe.. and by the way, I got myself wonderful games.. Pro Evolution Soccer 2009, EA's Dead Space and Ubisoft's FARCRY 2. All PC..

ONE HELL OF A MONTH FOR ME...... wallet is just getting lighter and lighter.. shit!

More on the games real soon, aight?