Don't ask me for insight if I'm gonna be put down.

As the title implies.. don't bother asking me if any insights, suggestions or comments are gonna be put down hard.

Since an insight, suggestion or comment.. is just an insight, suggestion or comment,.. leave all your remarks to yourself.

'Cause, even a stupid insight, suggestion or comment can make a whole lot of change / difference to many things.

Think about that before you shoot down anyone.

It is confirmed.

Yeah,.. Paintball with colleagues on the 22nd of January. (Team-building event.. heh.. more like Team-slaughtering.. hehehe..)

My first ever paintball session.. it's definitely gonna hurt. Hey, a 20 cent coin-sized bruise at every hit of the projectile.. its really gonna hurt.. yet gonna be fun too.
Hmm.. can't wait for that day.. just wanna get a break from the monotony of work.

By the way, my running seems to be getting better.. as in, my fitness is getting better. I managed to complete my regular distance, at a faster pace yesterday night. Today, I'm not gonna push myself,.. just run and well,.. don't push. Tomorrow, taking a break, and this coming Saturday, is my IPPT. (That's why, I am not pushing myself,.. to avoid injury or muscle fatigue.)

Yup.. I just need to sleep or rest earlier than normal.. ever since I started running.. I'm always waking up not feeling freshed. Sleeping earlier might solve this matter.

Anyways, it seems, this year's resolution is turning out to be a reality. Hehe..

And I feel... I got a renewed feeling of love towards my girlfriend. Detail's?..
Let's just say, there are words she mentioned to me that made me feel better,.. and more confident. I love her.

A new year.. without any bang.

Yeah.. 2009 came.. and not with much fanfare.

Economic downturn.. is the serious cause of this glumness. But, just be prepared to be spending and living tighter than before.

Anyways, I have bad news.. my girlfriend's grandmother has passed away. Today, exact time, I do not know.. but today, she died, of old age.. we're all assuming at the moment.

Yeah, at this time of typing, the body has just left the house, to be buried..

Honestly, I do not know what to do.. or say. I've never ever, in my entire life, experienced a grandmother passing away. This is one part of me.. I will never experience. So to be fair and honest, I do not know how to react.

I've only experienced the loss of cousin to a bike accident... miss him.

For now,.. I will try to understand the feelings of my girlfriend and give her all the space that she needs. I hope to give her all the opportunity she can if she ever needs a shoulder to cry on.

Damn,.. I know its hard to lose someone.. but.. I can never feel the same way as her.

Only thing I can advice.. be strong, dear.