FUCK!

What the fuck is wrong with the day?.. what the fuck is wrong with me?.. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MY LUCK THIS DAYS!!??

AND DO PEOPLE FUCKING CARE... or EVEN FUCKING READ THESE BLOGS.. I doubt alot.. even I don't think my gal reads this.. BUT NO MATTER!
This will be my virtual diary.. what's in my mind is translated here.. but still.. I have to put a 'veil over' my entries. You should know what I mean..

Fucking hell.. the day was just so dead today. Apparently I did nothing that productive today at work.. just did a few sketches of the characters I'm weak with... but most of the day.. I was just watching videos at YouTube, Gamespot and Gametrailers. Fucking boring day.

My friend today misinterpreted what I said to him. Told him I'll be heading to his place in the late evening.. right to the doorstep, only to call him and find out that he is not at home. Still at BUGIS. FUCK.. he didn't hear the part I'm coming over. Oh well..

Hmm.. officially today... is the 8th day of not being able to talk, chat, or sms with my gal. And.. just 3 days ago... we are also 1 year and 6 months together.. with the last 6 months being the worst as I fucked up alot. Haizz.. fuck man.. what do I need to do to get her attention?

I apologise to those I had disturbed, pressured, ostracized or bothered this coupla days (why am I doing this.. when no one reads this shit..).
I'm just not myself.. no longer..

FUCK!!