A day gone from good.. to bad..

I have to say... I've lost all mood to chat, message, call, and talk to anyone today.

I hate to be stood up by anyone.. after plans have been made and confirmed for a long time already.

Today, I had made plan with my friend to meet up at 2pm. Got an SMS at 2pm, that he can't make it.. that he just woke up and suffering from a terrible headache. JUST yesterday, he was fine and all chirpy. AND now suddenly, you wake up and have a headache..? At 2pm?

SO CONVENIENTLY you got sick suddenly! FUCK OFF! Don't make plans with me again ever, bastard. Damn it!!

Anyways,.. Yesterday.. most of my primary school friends came down to the beach picnic held at East Coast. Had a great time... but damnit... FUCK!!

I wanna describe the fun things that happened yesterday, but the sudden reminder of how fucked my day had been today.. I lost all mood again!

Haizzz...

WHERE ARE YOU WARDA?!! THE TIMES WHEN I NEED YOU MOST TO COMFORT ME... haizzz...

Its been a long time..

Hi there folks..

Kinda been toooooooooooooo busy with work.
I might not be free to write a blog now.. maybe in a couple of days time.

Just to let you know, I'm doing fine lately. Sleepy as usual. Heh..!
Will update you guys/gals soon.

It always had to be him..

I forgot to post this earlier..

Well,.. it was a day after my outing to celebrate my anniversary with Warda last Saturday (so its a Sunday la.).. feeling all happy. As I got a present from my girlfriend, a custom-made Famous Amos Cookie, in the shape of a heart, I wanted to take a pic of it..

Haha.. so sweet of her to have gotten me the cookie.. anyways..

Ya, so it was a Sunday morning.. and I woke up to immediately find my mum had taken a piece off the cookie. Kinda got mad.. but well.. its food.. meant to be eaten.

So, I proceeded with the photo-taking. I cleverly concealed the bitten off area with the cookie's casing. Heh,.. so I requested for my brother's camera phone (since mine, can't seem to snap pics..).. to which I noticed he kept denying me the usage. I told him again.. 3 times,.. it WAS my phone, and I gave him for only the purpose of communication. So at any time I request for it, there should not be any hold ups. He kept procrastinating,.. and kept telling me to use my mum's phone, which had a bad camera.

After much verbal abuse and probing (mind you, all this was in the morning..),.. I got to know.. my brother, had lost his phone (the one I gave him..).

A Sony Ericsson W610i, the first phone I bought with my OWN cash on, my 22nd birthday. MY HARD-EARNED CASH!!.. shit!

That phone went through alot with me! Went through my NS days, in the jungle, heartaches, datings, arguments, and alot of my firsts with Warda.

Damn, I love that phone.. thought of 'keeping it alive'.. by giving it to my bro, but ever since he used it,.. my phone, cosmetically looks like shit. And now he lost it!

He's gonna pay for it!

P.S.:- I finally bought a game.. after a few months from the release of GTA4 PC. I got me,

WANTED: Weapons of Fate.

Playing now,.. will tell you about it soon.

The day to remember..

Today.. 3 years ago.. 12 hours away from now.

Is the death of my late cousin, to a rather big motorbike accident.

Junaidi Bin Khamis, 31 years old, attached and ready to get married. That was his status then.

I still remember clearly how much fun I had when he was around. I mean, yeah, he does playfully tease me.. but I have to say, he is the CLOSEST to a bigger brother. Damn, I miss him. It was a real shock to me to hear that my family lost a relative to an accident. Haizz.. I mean, I thought it was a dream when my mum, told me she was heading to the hospital that night 3 years ago. I was already asleep.. ready for camp the next day.

I'm not the type that cry... but that day.. I wept.. and I didn't stop 'til I slept that night.

At a young age,.. 31 years old.. planning to get married. Well,.. he's in a better place now.

About a few months later.. its my girlfriend's brother's demise too.. He had a crash. I wish I could get to know him.. I mean,.. we could relate alot. Well..

Yeah,.. today is a remembrance day.. for the ones we lost.

May they rest in peace.

Everything went so well..

Everything went so well yesterday.

It was my second year anniversary.. and I felt so great.


We caught 'Coming Soon' at the cinema.. though we really wanted to catch 'Slumdog Millionaire'. Haha.. too bad. The timings were so late!

I treated her to dinner, at Pastamania. Wow.. really feeling sia!

And yeah.. then we took a walk to Cathay and sat down.
Not long ago, I made a video, a photo montage of our past years. It really touched my girlfriend, she cried watching it.. hugging and kissing me.

Then I gave her a Heart-shaped pendant. I think she loved it!

I feel so loved now.. love her so much.

Hehe.. I hope to make it a better anniversary next year.

Two sides of a coin.

3 days ago.

We had a general meeting. One of our highly publicised work was done and ready to be showcased to the world (more like Asia) on the 24th (supposedly) of March.. and we were all congratulated.

Yeah,.. didn't really feel attached to the project but I did feel that sense of pride.

Minutes later, was called in.. for a small talk with boss. To my surprise, for that very moment, I felt appreciated by him.. (finally, after so long). He told me I got the drive, and that I've stepped up my 'game' and now playing a better role. That talk gave me a motivation, to work harder.

I realise, that talent is always overshadowed by Hardwork.. and I've proven that by doing alot to catch up on the schedule within 2 weeks of HIGHLY stressful amounts of workload. I did my part.

BUT,.. just yesterday, I got told off my him. Yeah, I understand, I accidently dozed off in front of him. And he kept telling me about the talk we had. Heh,.. you don't know how tired I am... lethargy is still not cleared out of my system after that past few weeks of full-on concentration! But I controlled.. then again in the evening.. as I'm doing work, (mind you, I was doing the fastest I had ever been) I was reminded 'gently' about 'stepping up'. Boss kinda caught me watching videos.. but hey.. my hands never stopped moving. I've churned out alot of work yesterday.

I WAS TOLD, I'M NOT CONTRIBUTING TO THE COMPANY..
What do you want?!!

AND I GOT PUT DOWN.

Well,.. whatever la.. I'm under his payroll. Can't do much but lick his shoes.. for now.

Fuck it la.. but at the same time.. I feel so happy to tell the world.. I'm with my girlfriend for 2 years today!

And I'm so proud to have her with me. I want to make it 'til the end with her. It's also time for me to step up to the moment.. and I've got a lovely gift for her..

Tell ya more about it in the next entry!

WHAT THE F**K??!!

Yesterday, Danial asked me out to accompany him to Sim Lim.. (just browse around.)

So we took the train.

You see... there's a small park between ITE Simei and the EXPO... and as we about to reach Tanah Merah.. We saw someone sitting on the bench.. (looks like a middle-aged China man..).. and he is vigorously... MASTURBATING!!!

And you know whats the worst part..? When we saw him masturbating... HE CAME!!
WHAT THE F**K???!!!

I mean... and I thought.. Isn't Singapore a very conservative country..?
I know these things happen.. but... WHAT THE F**K?!

Haizz.. sicko!