Attack of the Manicure!

Officially, yesterday.. I HAD MY FIRST MANICURE!!

My girlfriend did a 'testing' session on me. Hahaa.. It was nice.. yet scary too. I mean,.. when someone holds a sharp object and uses it to cut the skin.. wouldn't you have that fear.. during your first time?

Hahaha.. but it was fun. I mean.. she is confident too. I love that in my girlfriend. Haha.. traded jokes and kept laughing the whole manicure session with her. All this done under a void-deck at Simei, after we had dinner at Banquet, which is at East Point.

Especially love the moment she starts buffering the nails.. Hahaha.. Now its shiny!
By the way,... I actually love to see my nails shine. Hehe..

The woman in me is satisfied.

Hahahahahahahaha... FUCK!!

It's fun!

It's been many uncountable months since I last did something for myself digitally.

I've started digitally painting,.. and this time, I've gotten my inspiration from an upcoming game. Killzone 2.

Thought of doing a Fan-Art for 'em.. and its gonna be my best work ever!!
Haha..

I'll post the image of the work.. and I'll update every few days.

Again, I'm feeling this way.

Call me emotional.. call me immature, call me whatever you want. It's my fucking blog, and you're here 'cause you want to read it.

But, I really do feel,.. like, I'm under-appreciated. I really don't know what to do. Be it work, be it at home, and be it with my girlfriend. I just am so lost right now..

I just realised that my evening runs around my house, is the only means for me to be (literally) alone with myself, listening to my mp3 songs from my phone. Only thing to keep me grounded is my pursuit to losing weight.

Hmm.. I feel proud that I have lost.. 1kg (for now), officially, no longer water-loss. Its really my fats. And I keep getting negative feedback from my dad, I don't intend to tell my girlfriend about this too. (If she reads this,.. I'm not bothered.. let her know how I feel.) I'm gonna shut up, and just do my runs, my exercises, and soon, my gym training. I'm not gonna tell anyone, except my friend, Iswandi, who is my Weight-loss Adviser.

Haizz... Is there any way, I can get my girlfriend to be more open, more extrovert?
I'm hoping I can get an answer..

Am I losing the whole plot again?..

Glory to the Devil!

A resounding 3 - 0 win!!

My goodness,.. in a match I was thinking Man United would go down 1 - 0 to Chelsea, Man United surprised me.

Haha.. call me a pessimist.. or whatever.. my loyalty to the club has never wavered from 1998.

Looking forward to being on top of the Barclays Premier League Table. We're just 5 points shy of the top spot.. hehehe..

C'mon United, push off from now on.. go forth and win it all!

Damn, I'm sleepy after watching this match..

Don't ask me for insight if I'm gonna be put down.

As the title implies.. don't bother asking me if any insights, suggestions or comments are gonna be put down hard.

Since an insight, suggestion or comment.. is just an insight, suggestion or comment,.. leave all your remarks to yourself.

'Cause, even a stupid insight, suggestion or comment can make a whole lot of change / difference to many things.

Think about that before you shoot down anyone.

It is confirmed.

Yeah,.. Paintball with colleagues on the 22nd of January. (Team-building event.. heh.. more like Team-slaughtering.. hehehe..)

My first ever paintball session.. it's definitely gonna hurt. Hey, a 20 cent coin-sized bruise at every hit of the projectile.. its really gonna hurt.. yet gonna be fun too.
Hmm.. can't wait for that day.. just wanna get a break from the monotony of work.

By the way, my running seems to be getting better.. as in, my fitness is getting better. I managed to complete my regular distance, at a faster pace yesterday night. Today, I'm not gonna push myself,.. just run and well,.. don't push. Tomorrow, taking a break, and this coming Saturday, is my IPPT. (That's why, I am not pushing myself,.. to avoid injury or muscle fatigue.)

Yup.. I just need to sleep or rest earlier than normal.. ever since I started running.. I'm always waking up not feeling freshed. Sleeping earlier might solve this matter.

Anyways, it seems, this year's resolution is turning out to be a reality. Hehe..

And I feel... I got a renewed feeling of love towards my girlfriend. Detail's?..
Let's just say, there are words she mentioned to me that made me feel better,.. and more confident. I love her.

A new year.. without any bang.

Yeah.. 2009 came.. and not with much fanfare.

Economic downturn.. is the serious cause of this glumness. But, just be prepared to be spending and living tighter than before.

Anyways, I have bad news.. my girlfriend's grandmother has passed away. Today, exact time, I do not know.. but today, she died, of old age.. we're all assuming at the moment.

Yeah, at this time of typing, the body has just left the house, to be buried..

Honestly, I do not know what to do.. or say. I've never ever, in my entire life, experienced a grandmother passing away. This is one part of me.. I will never experience. So to be fair and honest, I do not know how to react.

I've only experienced the loss of cousin to a bike accident... miss him.

For now,.. I will try to understand the feelings of my girlfriend and give her all the space that she needs. I hope to give her all the opportunity she can if she ever needs a shoulder to cry on.

Damn,.. I know its hard to lose someone.. but.. I can never feel the same way as her.

Only thing I can advice.. be strong, dear.