Again, I'm feeling this way.

Call me emotional.. call me immature, call me whatever you want. It's my fucking blog, and you're here 'cause you want to read it.

But, I really do feel,.. like, I'm under-appreciated. I really don't know what to do. Be it work, be it at home, and be it with my girlfriend. I just am so lost right now..

I just realised that my evening runs around my house, is the only means for me to be (literally) alone with myself, listening to my mp3 songs from my phone. Only thing to keep me grounded is my pursuit to losing weight.

Hmm.. I feel proud that I have lost.. 1kg (for now), officially, no longer water-loss. Its really my fats. And I keep getting negative feedback from my dad, I don't intend to tell my girlfriend about this too. (If she reads this,.. I'm not bothered.. let her know how I feel.) I'm gonna shut up, and just do my runs, my exercises, and soon, my gym training. I'm not gonna tell anyone, except my friend, Iswandi, who is my Weight-loss Adviser.

Haizz... Is there any way, I can get my girlfriend to be more open, more extrovert?
I'm hoping I can get an answer..

Am I losing the whole plot again?..