It's absolute "bliss".

I never knew its gonna be so much fun playing GTA 4. Niko Bellic is such a charmer. Hahaha..

Heh.. total game time I've spent playing on it.. is more or less.. 22 hrs. I'm trying to complete the game before the 30 hr mark.. to get an achievement in the game.

By the way, I've started my running to a rather bad start. All's well in the past 3 days, only that my dad had to make it bad. You know, he plans to run with me yesterday, I didn't really care since I know I have my own plans to achieve first for the evening with my run. The run with my brother and dad, didn't happen. Obviously, he is not interested in running. AND the best part is,.. he had just lectured me about "Actions are louder than words" just about 2 - 3 days back. Haha,.. funny..

And you know what..? My dad asked me a question, "How long do you run normally?".. so I am to answer him.. BUT to answer that, you need to think. So I answered, "Hmm,.. about.. today, 15 mins 'cause of the time."... Then, when I was about to answer him the real answer, he scolded me for the delay! Fuck, I just had my run, breathing heavily, trying to catch my breath.. I was gonna answer,.. "Yesterday was about 45 mins worth of running, so yeah, about 30 ~ 45 mins worth of running."

Of course, I reacted back, defending myself about the delay.. with a raised voice.

(I know, I shouldn't have, but... well,.. you don't want to listen to me.. My Fault..?)

Man, was I pissed when he started to say I'm delaying. Fuck it man!!

Take into consideration, I just finished running, wanted to rest.. not to talk, catch my breath.. 

All this just for the sake of,.. Advising me about Fat Burning. Fat burns only after about 15 mins of cardio excersises. WHICH I ALREADY KNOW.. only that I didn't know was that, how to sustain it..

I just don't understand.. at times, I'm just so tired to hear my dad's berates.. right now, I should just do what I can, do my research on weight loss.. and just continue what I'm doing, since I am motivated.

And.. I've done a massive SIN last Sunday. I mentioned this,.. "The Quran might have been mistakenly written." Fark!! I know, slip of the tongue and mind! Shit shit shit!! I am really wrong.. so wrong! The HOLY QURAN is the beacon for all MUSLIMS, including me! I'm so sorry GOD.. forgive me..

I gotta think and know about something (since I am not that learned.. or maybe,.. not learned at all),.. before I say things out. I know I am wrong.. My mistake, which I will carry to the grave.

Forgive me..