Weekly Blogs?

Dang,.. it's turning out to be a weekly blog here.. once a week kinda thing. Hehs.. Thanks to work.. I've been forced to do a weekly update here.

Oh well..

Yeah,.. I've been well,.. I've been great.. but I did hit a low again.. but still its just work. Frustration has started to kick in. I'm hoping soon this will end by April!

You know what?.. End of this month.. I'm going for another Paintball session! And I'm hoping I could bring my girlfriend along. I just want her to have fun, just call it, another Anniversary gift from me to her.

By the way,.. I've suddenly had the inspiration of going to Thailand. Maybe end of this year.. With Alfredo, Sarah, Danial, Me, My Gal,.. and maybe other friends too. Hehe,.. I can't wait! I hope my gal can save up for the trip too.. for I know, I'm gonna save up for that trip!!

Well,.. for now,... BACK TO WORK!

I'm so exhausted.

This is really the most exhausting period in my entire working life in this company.

I feel so overwhelmed!

Nevermind.. I'm so gonna work hard and manage my time right.

I need the time!

Its been tough this past few days.. I'm at my all time low..

And I nearly... broke up with my girlfriend of nearly 2 years.. out of my own selfish ways. I realised.. she means so much to me.. THAT I cried to even think I questioned my love towards her.

I shall not go deep into it..
For now I know,.. its resolved.. and I can feel,.. the love coming back.

I really am feeling so overwhelmed and overworked.. at work.
Haizz... I'm actually fearing that I might lose my job.. as I can't seem to hit the datelines.. AS TOO MUCH IS GIVEN TO ME SUDDENLY!!

God give me the strength and confidence..

What's going on..?

I don't understand why lately,.. I've been in the most foulest mood.

My girlfriend is suffering the sharp end of it. I've lost the mood to even reply her smses. The only time I communicate with her is when SHE calls me.

But at least,.. I feel I've talk things out with her today. I apologised to her.. for the way I've been treating her. I've been neglecting her,.. been out of mood to even talk to her and.. it's like, nothing is going well when I'm out with her.

And,.. I found out.. work.. has taken its toll on my relationship. I've been returning home late for the past few days. Gonna make it up to her soon.. FUCKING hell!!!.. when's payday??!!..

Damn.. I feel like a bad boyfriend.. I don't blame her.

I blame my self.

Aiza's Engaged on V. Day!!

And.. Noraiza, is finally engaged, on the 14th of Feb.
Congrats to her.

Ok,.. make things short, Noraiza, a.k.a Aiza (Kak Aiza), is my very very old 'mum' of mine in Primary school. Haha.. Just a very close friend.

Anyways, wow.. she was beautiful, I have to admit it. (But, definitely,.. if she looks good,.. my girlfriend will look way better on her day. Hehe..)

Yeah,.. a good short gathering with most of my old buds. Fun day, yet hot.. Haha..
Take a look at the pics.

Official loss.

The numbers are in.. and its official.

I have hit 91kg.
Just 1kg shy from 90kg. Woohoo!..

First target, attaining soon.. gimme another... week or so. Hehe.. Feeling confident!

Left for dead.

Had a late night gaming session with friends, Alfredo, Danial, Sarah (Alfredo's date), Alfian (Alfredo's bro), Ronald (Sarah's bro) and Darryl (Alfredo's cousin), at Parklane Mall last Saturday (Sunday morning). Fucking hell, it was so fun. Left the session, with a sore throat. I mean c'mon.. we were playing Left4Dead. Haha.. Trust me.. YOU will leave the session with a sore throat ahha..

Left4Dead you ask?
Here's a link for you to read up about on the game... Left4Dead.

Yeah, been out and coming home late for the past 2 days straight. Tiring.
Started from last Friday and the next day. On the Friday, we had actually planned to play that game, but got so engrossed chatting away and having fun, we decided to just have Beancurd for supper and chatted all the way 'til 1am. Heh.. and apparently, Saturday was written above.

Yesterday, rested well enough. Somewhere around 1pm, I headed to Danial's place. Played Skate2, Mirror's Edge and FIFA 09 on his Playstation 3. Headed home at around 6pm, and rested, showered, had light dinner and watched The Dark Knight on my PC 'til about, 9.30pm.

Played GTA4 'til 11.30pm, chatted with my gal for a bit, and finally hit the sack. Felt, like routine yesterday. Bet, it was dull to many.. even for me.

Looking forward to another session.. Hehe..

By the way,.. I've made a slight progress on my art piece. Check it out.