I need the time!

Its been tough this past few days.. I'm at my all time low..

And I nearly... broke up with my girlfriend of nearly 2 years.. out of my own selfish ways. I realised.. she means so much to me.. THAT I cried to even think I questioned my love towards her.

I shall not go deep into it..
For now I know,.. its resolved.. and I can feel,.. the love coming back.

I really am feeling so overwhelmed and overworked.. at work.
Haizz... I'm actually fearing that I might lose my job.. as I can't seem to hit the datelines.. AS TOO MUCH IS GIVEN TO ME SUDDENLY!!

God give me the strength and confidence..

What's going on..?

I don't understand why lately,.. I've been in the most foulest mood.

My girlfriend is suffering the sharp end of it. I've lost the mood to even reply her smses. The only time I communicate with her is when SHE calls me.

But at least,.. I feel I've talk things out with her today. I apologised to her.. for the way I've been treating her. I've been neglecting her,.. been out of mood to even talk to her and.. it's like, nothing is going well when I'm out with her.

And,.. I found out.. work.. has taken its toll on my relationship. I've been returning home late for the past few days. Gonna make it up to her soon.. FUCKING hell!!!.. when's payday??!!..

Damn.. I feel like a bad boyfriend.. I don't blame her.

I blame my self.

Aiza's Engaged on V. Day!!

And.. Noraiza, is finally engaged, on the 14th of Feb.
Congrats to her.

Ok,.. make things short, Noraiza, a.k.a Aiza (Kak Aiza), is my very very old 'mum' of mine in Primary school. Haha.. Just a very close friend.

Anyways, wow.. she was beautiful, I have to admit it. (But, definitely,.. if she looks good,.. my girlfriend will look way better on her day. Hehe..)

Yeah,.. a good short gathering with most of my old buds. Fun day, yet hot.. Haha..
Take a look at the pics.

Official loss.

The numbers are in.. and its official.

I have hit 91kg.
Just 1kg shy from 90kg. Woohoo!..

First target, attaining soon.. gimme another... week or so. Hehe.. Feeling confident!

Left for dead.

Had a late night gaming session with friends, Alfredo, Danial, Sarah (Alfredo's date), Alfian (Alfredo's bro), Ronald (Sarah's bro) and Darryl (Alfredo's cousin), at Parklane Mall last Saturday (Sunday morning). Fucking hell, it was so fun. Left the session, with a sore throat. I mean c'mon.. we were playing Left4Dead. Haha.. Trust me.. YOU will leave the session with a sore throat ahha..

Left4Dead you ask?
Here's a link for you to read up about on the game... Left4Dead.

Yeah, been out and coming home late for the past 2 days straight. Tiring.
Started from last Friday and the next day. On the Friday, we had actually planned to play that game, but got so engrossed chatting away and having fun, we decided to just have Beancurd for supper and chatted all the way 'til 1am. Heh.. and apparently, Saturday was written above.

Yesterday, rested well enough. Somewhere around 1pm, I headed to Danial's place. Played Skate2, Mirror's Edge and FIFA 09 on his Playstation 3. Headed home at around 6pm, and rested, showered, had light dinner and watched The Dark Knight on my PC 'til about, 9.30pm.

Played GTA4 'til 11.30pm, chatted with my gal for a bit, and finally hit the sack. Felt, like routine yesterday. Bet, it was dull to many.. even for me.

Looking forward to another session.. Hehe..

By the way,.. I've made a slight progress on my art piece. Check it out.

Sheesh-harhhhh.. *cough* *cough*

Hurgghhh!!!... hurgh.. damn.. dry dry dry.. Throat is still dry.

Just 2 days ago, I was at Reis Turkish Cafe, along Haji Lane, in the Arab Street area. I came there with a thought of having kebabs.

Not long ago, near my house, there was a 'pasar malam'. Reis Turkish Cafe had a booth there.. but never got the chance to buy or taste the kebab. So tempted, that I waited 'til payday, and when the day my girlfriend is free, I brought her there. Let's just say, its also meant to celebrate our 1 year 10 months together, which fell on the 20th. (Just another 46 more days.. to my 2nd year Anniversary.)

Heh, I know what to get for her.

OH oh.. back to the story.. Yeah so I was at Reis Turkish Cafe along Haji Lane. My girlfriend and I decided to sit on the 1st floor. We ordered our foods respectively.. I ordered their famous Kebab.. thing. My gal, ordered an assortment of Fish, Calamari and Chicken with fries by the side.. meal. We ordered a side dish of cheese fries. Well, honestly,.. the food wasn't that fantastic, but the cheese fries tasted great. Hahah..

My gal suggested sheesha. I wasn't really into it. Heh.. but well,.. I tried. And its not really good for my throat. It's still dry today. And for my gal, who sheesha's more than me, had a headache and vomitted. Haha.. weird!

It's ok the sheesha,.. but I can't see myself sheesha-ing anytime soon.. maybe on the anniversary.

Anyways, pics are here for you to enjoy.. just click on 'em, ya?

Chinese New Year.

Hello again.

And a Happy Chinese New Year to my Chinese friends and colleagues. Hoping all of you are prosperous this year.

Well,.. as for me,.. It was a boring break for me. This is one time of the year, that I really don't know what to do and where to go. Nearly everywhere is closed. Even today, while walking to my workplace.. many shops are closed. Haha.. (suddenly wished my company is still closed for the week.. hehe)

Took this opportunity to head out to the gym. Mostly did my runs, and worked out my arm and leg muscles. Still hurting now.. especially my thigh.

But it was great being at the gym.

You should go to the gym too..

By the way,.. I've updated the painting I've been doing for the past few weeks. Kinda moved further now. Hehe.